I am happy.
I really am. I could hug everybody around me cos I'm just enjoying my life like i never had before. I'm having fun in my own way without hurting myself. Maybe I'm hurting ppl around me but that's just wad I am and wad my character is like. They accept me and this kinda rs we have cos they love me too much as if they could ever let me go and i like it. I like them. Everybody in her own way. I would not say that I'm in love with them but i love things about them. I would say that
I'm in love with the world.
there's just someone missing. but wadever. my life will go on without the most special person i've ever met. I just have to go my way alone. without u. and even if it hurts i will let off of u, love. cos i love u too much to keep u. just fly away...